Posted by ja`shena {GS} on September 09, 19100 at 07:23:42:
In Reply to: thinking again Posted by Sabre Wolf on September 08, 19100 at 14:36:28:
the small girl humbly kneels and takes the writing stick between her tiny fingers and she begins to makes her small scratches that bring words to life with feminine swirls
girl does not offer to know much of life or all she should know. she basis much upon what she has read and learned over the past year since she stumble into her journey. girl has seen many players come and go. she has seen and avoided many HNG still maintaining dignity and beauty. she has found over this past year that being owned by One was heartbreaking. It led to her being unpleasing jealous and foul temptered after He set her free without warning to pursue an FW.
she found Gorean Shores and was welcomed by Captain Rollo who in His wisdom spoke with her guided her to feel safe. she almost lost her heart again when first here but Captain Rollo saw what she needed and placed a tavern ko`lar on this one. she has grown under the guidance of the good Captains. she has set aside all petty jealousies and worked very hard to grow. If ever They decided to sell her she would obey for that is her lot in life to serve. But would it serve in her journey if sold to a stranger who bent her to His rule and trained her to His liking only to sell her to another in a month as is often the v/t way?
Trust between a Master and His is needed for the journey to move forward. Can a girl really develop trust in a one month training session? girl has already been jaded by only one Master she fears being sold over and over like a dog. she is not a brave Warrior who faces the greatest foes over and over without fear and thrives from it . she is a mere girl wanting to be pleasing needing to know she is pleasing. she fears that constant resale would have her seeking the cold waters of the sea to rest her head on a bed of sand and the safety of afterlife.
only the thoughts of one who is but on the doorstep of her journey and begs understanding in this matter?
she thanks You Master Sabre Wolf for making the girl think
she thanks the good Captains for giving her a home she especially thanks Captain Rollo
ja`shena {GS}
her fingers move to her sleek neck she feesl the cold steel that gives her strength and purpose and she wonders about life for a moment then sets down the writing stick and stands fearing her words may upset some but some times she needs to speak from her heart and not her head
she rises taking three small steps back swirls as she spins on her heels and walks away to continue her journey with a high rolling sway of her hips that many find pleasing
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