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Posted by Liana on October 30, 19100 at 19:23:51: I've been in GS for almost two years now, have made some wonderful friends, some bitter enemies, and have enjoyed every moment of my time on Gor, but, the time comes that we must all move on. I'm not making a rush decision, this is something I have thought a lot about, no one helped me make this decision, it came from my heart, my soul. Many factors went in to consideration while thinking of this. For the past several weeks, One has been threatening Me with a kolar, in whispers, on icq, even going so far as to follow me to other sites...I'm not stupid, I know Gor is a Man's world, and had he forced the issue, he could have put his kolar on me at any time...but, since I have no desire for Him, I'd rather just not mess with it..Oh, I know I have Protectors in the tavern, Ones very honorable, who would help if I asked, but, I'd just rather not get the tavern in a big scuffle about it. it's really not worth trying to put One against Another, for so simple a matter... Another thing I took in to consideration is what seems to me is how little people actually think of what they are doing.... Men kolaring girls right and left, putting their kolar on any girl willing, girls jumping from one kolar to the next, because a Master/Mistress displeased them....in my opinion, and that's all it is, my opinion, so don't anyone get their tail feathers in a ruffle, the slaves basically run the tavern, run the Men...Some men still know, still have good, honest slaves, and those Men, and slaves, know who they are, and know that I consider them good people..*S...it's not the ones I communicate with regularly, but the others..*L... Months ago, a Man started whispering to me, riddles, asking me to solve them, *smiling at the memory*...I think I took him by surprise, with the answers I gave, for He was impressed with my intelligence..(not many of you know that I'm a smart cookie huh?..LOL)..for a long time, that's all it was, a post here and there, another riddle to solve, another joke told...We began talking, more and more over the months, learning about one another, He dropped subtle hints here and there, ones that I didn't pick up on right away, (so maybe I'm not so smart after all, don't have this flirting thing figured out yet..*G*)..as time went on, I realized He was more than just another friend in Gor, that He was/is something special. I realized this is the Man I want to spend my time with, that I looked forward to the time spent talking with Him.... now, many will ask, Has the Mistress Liana finally taken a kolar?? No, I don't wear a kolar, and probably never will....have I submitted myself to him?? if giving him my love, devotion, soul, and whole being is submitting, then yes, I have done that...Is he making me leave GS?? no, he's not, as we don't need GS to be together, for it means nothing in our relationship, besides the place where we first started talking...*S..is he my Master?? yes, for he's strong, and caring, and devoted, and that's what it really takes to be a Master....I'm His, and He's mine, and that's all that really matters.*S.. so, to My Friends, You will always know where to find me, I won't go far, will still be hanging around poolside, and on icq, for never would I give up the beautiful friendships I have made... Rollo, My Dear Captain, a tear forms in my eye as I write this, but I know You, of all people, will understand, and always be my Friend,, no matter what, jasma, dear girl, best friend, you know me better than I know myself..*S...I couldn't ask for a better friend than I have found in you.... Marius, You taught me many things, how to love among them,..*S...some were hard lessons, but, I lived, and prospered, and am where I am today.... vika, you are a darling girl, we have only just begun to get to know one another, and I really hope this friendship continues to build..... galah, I hold you dear to my heart, always, you mean a lot to me friend..*S Sabre, I continue to learn from You each time we speak, and thank you for your generous offer...*S...but, the time has come my friend, as it does for all of us.. to any I have forgotten, I'm sorry...if you are my friend, you know it.. and to those of you I have not called friend, I wish you many happy days, as the tavern can be a joyous and wonderful place, the people, a very eclectic and interesting group, they will teach you much, I have been greatly enriched by knowing such a place and calling it home..*S Be well A/all, and don't be afraid to drop me a whisper..*S Marie...
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